melt me into the wall.
i want to be invisible,
i want to have no insides
and i want never to be seen.
i look to hide inside this- nothingness.
sink into this void.
i hope for these words to ooze out of me. to seep out of my pours.
to perspire out my sadness.
i feel disgusting
and low.
nightmarish
and despicable.
visibly distraught
uncomfortably me
i hate myself.
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